1. be in agony
2. worry
Kanji
1. be in agony
2. worry
1. agony; anguish
1. Boring; Depressing
1. With anguish; In torment
1. Was boring; Was stifling
1. Bored; Depressed
1. Probably stifling.; Probably frustrating.
1. Not boring.; Not stifling.
1. Was bored.; Was stifled.
1. If/when bored; If/when stifled