はばかって【憚って】
habakatte
1. Hesitatingly; With reluctance
Verb
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1. Hesitatingly; With reluctance
1. to hesitate; to have scruples
2. to lord it over; to have great influence
1. Hesitating; Reluctant
1. Being considerate of; Hesitating to do
1. Hold back.; Don't bother.
1. Please don't bother.; Please refrain.
1. May hesitate.; May be reluctant.
1. Don't bother.; Don't go to any trouble.
1. Permission to decline.; May refuse.
1. Must not hesitate.; Must not be reluctant.