はばかりながらようだ【憚りながらようだ】
habakarinagara yōda
1. It appears; It seems
Adverb
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1. It appears; It seems
1. greed; craving
1. wanting (to have); desiring
2. I want (you, them, etc.) to (do)
1. wing
2. Chinese "Wings" constellation (one of the 28 mansions)
3. counter for birds or bird wings
1. on good terms (with); on friendly terms (with)
1. how dare ...; how could ...
2. surprisingly; unexpectedly
1. following year
1. control; restraint
1. will; desire