本意 ほんい
fuhon'i

Noun
na-Adjective

1. reluctant; unwilling; involuntary; unintentional; unintended; unlooked-for; disappointing

彼女 かのじょ 本意 ほんいながらもそうした。
kanojowa fuhon'inagaramo sō shita.
She did it against her will.