たり
manoatari

Adverb
Expression

1. before one's eyes; in one's presence; up close; personally

ああ、オレも実際 じっさい、こうして たりにするまでは半信 はんしん半疑 はんぎだったが・・・。
ā oremo jissai kōshite manoatarini surumadewa hanshinhangidattaga....
Yes, truthfully, until it was right in front of me like this, I half-doubted it ...
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