如意 にょい自在 じざいではありませんでした
nyoi jizaidewārimasendeshita

Noun
Desu Copula
na-Adjective
no-Adjective

The polite, past negative form of 如意自在

1. Was not as one pleased/wished.; Was not at liberty/free.

Past/Perfective
Negative
Polite
Formal Register