ぐじぐじ
gujiguji

Suru Verb
To-Adverb

1. mumblingly; grumblingly

Onomatopoeia
ってゆーか、こうやってぐじぐじ かんがえるのが なさけないんじゃないのか?
' teyūka kō yatte gujiguji kangaeru noga nasakenai njanai noka
Or rather, is it not just pathetic that I think such whiny thoughts like this?
Suru Verb
To-Adverb

2. tardily; slowly