やけくそじゃなかったです
自棄糞じゃなかったです
yakekusojanakattadesu

Noun
Desu Copula
na-Adjective

The polite, past negative form of やけくそ

1. Wasn't a failure.; Wasn't hopeless.; Wasn't giving up.

Past/Perfective
Negative
Polite
Casual Register
Usually Written in Kana