ほしいままじゃなかったです
恣じゃなかったです
hoshiimamajanakattadesu

Desu Copula
na-Adjective

The polite, past negative form of ほしいまま

1. Wasn't indulgent.; Wasn't arbitrary.; Wasn't willful.

Past/Perfective
Negative
Polite
Casual Register
Usually Written in Kana