反芻 はんすう
hansū

Noun
Suru Verb

1. rumination; regurgitation; chewing the cud

Transitive
Noun
Suru Verb

2. turning over in one's mind; thinking over (something); pondering; musing; rumination (about a subject)

Transitive
あらためて反芻 はんすうしてると、何 なんだか ずかしいぞ。
aratamete hansū shiteruto nandaka hazukashiizo.
Now that I think over it, it's somewhat embarrassing.
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