くる まぎれじゃなかったです
kurushimagirejanakattadesu

Noun
Desu Copula
na-Adjective
no-Adjective

The polite, past negative form of 苦し紛れ

1. Wasn't trying to avoid suffering.; Wasn't pretending it wasn't painful.

Past/Perfective
Negative
Polite
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