やけでわありませんでした
自棄ではありませんでした
yakedewārimasendeshita

Noun
Desu Copula
na-Adjective

The polite, past negative form of やけ

1. Was not reckless.; Was not desperate.; Was not self-destructive.

Past/Perfective
Negative
Polite
Formal Register
Usually Written in Kana