ほしいままじゃありませんでした
恣じゃありませんでした
hoshiimamajārimasendeshita

Desu Copula
na-Adjective

The polite, past negative form of ほしいまま

1. It was not arbitrary.; It was not willful.; It was not capricious.

Past/Perfective
Negative
Polite
Terminal Form
Usually Written in Kana