悲喜 ひきこもごも
hiki komogomo

Noun
no-Adjective

1. bittersweet; having mingled feelings of joy and sorrow; joy and sorrow alternating in one's heart

Yojijukugo
わたくし胸中 きょうちゅう悲喜 ひきこもごもだ。
watashino kyōchūwa hiki komogomoda
Joy and grief alternate in my breast.
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