自棄 やけっぱちではありませんでした
yakeppachidewārimasendeshita

Noun
Desu Copula
na-Adjective
no-Adjective

The polite, past negative form of 自棄っぱち

1. Was not reckless.; Was not desperate.; Was not giving up.

Past/Perfective
Negative
Polite
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