やけじゃありませんでした
自棄じゃありませんでした
yakejārimasendeshita

Noun
Desu Copula
na-Adjective

The polite, past negative form of やけ

1. Was not reckless.; Was not desperate.; Was not self-destructive.; Was not giving up.

Past/Perfective
Negative
Polite
Terminal Form
Usually Written in Kana